He loved me with all his convenience
Before
I kept questioning my questions
I kept thinking my thoughts
I kept sulking my aspirations
I kept dwelling in dark
He kept me as an option instead of a choice
He kept dating others having me at the same time
He kept lying straight into my eyes
He kept going away & coming back all the time
I kept believing my believes
I kept smiling my tears
I kept distancing my distances
I kept losing my gains
He kept his preferences over me all the time
He kept his routine but distracted mine
He kept himself always first in the limelight
He kept betraying me with a sweet smile
I kept unseeing what I was seeing
I kept on being blind
I kept the relation to not let go of him
I kept my screams quiet
After
I kept my self aligned
I kept nourishing my desire
I kept asking the Devine
I kept walking to path undefined
He kept losing me after I all realized
He kept thinking me as a fool and I smiled
He kept altering the truths and believed in his lies
He kept behaving like a pro in a sci-fi
I kept growing from within & restored strength
I kept loving me for through what I went
I kept learning & motivating myself
I kept my realism alive
Thanks for reading, this is a whole journey of reclaiming myself from someone I don’t Belong.
